Popularity

So im watching Tyra, and its these girls on here talking about what its like being the “geek/loser” and what its like being “popular”. So immediately I took offense when the girl said they talk about me because of my weight….bitch kids are cruel and will talk about your weight but its not our fault that your fat. Some people are predetermined to be big, build wise, but not fat wise. Like my gf has the “diesel” build so she was predetermined to be big, but she didn’t let that turn into fat haha. Like in High School, life was all about being popular. But after a while of being so cool, it gets tedious. Like im “cool” and I don’t even talk to anyone outside of school…everywhere I go, I have the “cool” look: Expensive clothes, sneakers, jewelry, money, attractive, etc. But I don’t strive to be cool. But what is cool? Personally, I don’t even do “cool” things. I watch anime, read manga, hang out with some not-so-cool people, speak proper, play alottttt of video games, and im kind of a tech nerd. So not to sound cliché but instead of worrying about whats cool and whats not, you should be more worried about being yourself beause in the end, if your not going to be you who will? I mean apparently it works for me…